I Am Tired…

I was asked a little while ago, “How can you be tired? What have you done today?”

Oh, sweetie…


When I say that I am tired, it does not always mean physical.

My mind stays in a constant state of exhaustion. At any moment I am running thousands of thoughts through my head.

What could have been, should have been, and never will be.

What can I do, will I do, will I never get to.

Is there something I am forgetting?

What else could I be doing while I am watching this TV show?

My car needs servicing.

Sampson needs to go to the vet.

I need to do a load of laundry.

Will I be able to sleep tonight?

If not, how am I going to be able to make it through tomorrow without taking a nap?

God, if I take a nap during the day, I will be a bum.

I don’t want to be a bum.

Can I anything to make myself sleep?

Do I take the pill? It makes me so sleepy the next day.

I should be writing.

I should be cleaning.

I should be doing anything other than what I am doing right now.

Is my neighbor trying to piss me off?

How do I cut wires on a motorcycle to make it stop making noises?

Do you always have to rev a motorcycle up 3,000 times to make sure it still works, even though you just rode it into the yard?

Should I Google that?

I should go outside.


Is it cold outside?

Will it be cold tomorrow?

I will never own a baby goat with pajamas.


Why does that make me sad?

There is rarely a quiet moment in my head, not even when I sleep. So when I say that I am tired, it does not always mean physical.

My brain is always on cardio mode.

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2 thoughts on “I Am Tired…

  1. Rica Chua says:

    I hope you’ll feel better soon.

    Liked by 1 person

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